Monday, June 28, 2010

This is how I feel, honestly...

I am so disappointed in my lack of creative inspiration. I've always thought I was a gifted writer with a warmth in my words I so movingly captured. But right now, I'm suffering from intense writer's block. I have so many important things to share and countless life lessons are teaching me how to be better than I have ever tried to be. I have a wealth of knowledge and wisdom I've gained that I want to share. But it's overwhelming. I'm overwhelmed. So many thoughts plague me but I can't find the words to convey just how meaningful my new life has become.

I have so many wonderful praises, concerns, hurts, fears and joys that I wish I can share. Although I have a million words to write, I can't quite put a single thought down to where it makes any sense.

I'm stunted in my own creative passions. I don't sing anymore. I don't dance anymore and I surely don't write out my heart as much as I once did. I am working towards becoming this beautiful being that God created. I am happy being me -- but I don't know how to tell you.

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