I have a numbing sensation inside -- it's a pain deeply realized
Y'all think I've got it together
My smiling strength makes it seem so
Little do you know what plagues me during the most lonely night
It's realizing I've been wrong, done NO right
I fight each day just to recognize this ain't for me
It's for him and to HIM that I must apologize
You see when I appear at my most collected
I'm truly going by faith to keep me spiritually directed
You'll never know the pain, the hurt nor the humiliating shame
Go ahead and point fingers, I am truly to blame
But as I spiral in and out of hopeless self-doubt
HE convinces my heart to stay faithfully sane.
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