This was the second time we found ourselves in the sonogram room anxiously awaiting a live pictorial of our baby-to-be. When I hear the strong thumps of a heartbeat and notice his beautiful nose and lips, this incredible feeling overcomes me. I told my husband Baby Isaac has the most beautiful nose and lips I've ever seen...but perhaps I'm biased.
The last time we were in that sonogram room, I remember this rush of excitement along with a pacifying sense of comfort after learning we’re having a baby boy. The feeling was so intense tears started streaming down my cheeks. I was so happy, and no words could ever capture my gratitude and amazement.
This pregnancy, so far, has been so blessed…beyond what I would ever ask God for. It’s no doubt He’s watching over me and caring for this darling baby. I know that most first-time moms-to-be are overwhelmed with such joy at this point in pregnancy. I’m sure like in most cases, there’s nothing more relieving to hear than the doctor’s utmost satisfaction with the progression of the fetal development. But for my husband and me, our happiness cannot be contained as we realize what we’ve been given…a second chance.
I believe God creates inexplicable beauty in tumultuous times of uncertainty, pain and misunderstanding. God’s gift to us is the beauty of redemption found in the gift of new life. However, we never thought this would happen to us…not right now especially. As we continue to be showered with love, support, unending prayers and genuine happiness from friends and family, not everyone in our life feels the same about this new beginning in our marriage. Believe it or not, we know of individuals who aren’t truly supportive of what God has planned for us. But sadly, that’s their problem to deal with. If only they could look past the confusion of their own pride to realize there’s nothing more beautiful than new life.
I can only pray that one day these folks look up to Heaven and realize the good Lord is the God of second chances and redeeming love. Only God knows what we each truly deserve in this short life on earth. Only God can control our pre-destined fate. Only God has the gift of making what seems unlikely a reality. This is a true testament to His awesome powers.
My husband and I have endured a challenging relationship filled with trials you can’t even begin to imagine. Let’s not forget, we’ve persevered through losing our first baby-to-be just months before this pregnancy. Thankfully, God brings restoration and grants those who choose to follow Him with a second chance. We’ve had a second chance of love and now a second chance at life.
This pregnancy may be perfect in the name of science and medicine. But there’s nothing more beautiful or more perfect than this gift of new life. Thank you, Lord. How could I ask for more?
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